I miss my LHC journal

[BBGrrl]

I have had such a bad say. Normaly I would vent into my journal but I need to write so I am going to do it here. I don't want to start a second one that I know I will abandon as soon as TLHC comes back up.

I dropped my chem class this morning because my partner is starting her doctor appt again. This means about 1-3 per week. To much to stay up on homework or a lab class. She now has 3 doctors she needs to see. One for her hypothyroid, one for high cholesterol, and one for a continuing gyno problem. Oh and I forgot her psyc appt. The first 2 will probably be with the same doc but I am not sure. They have been shuffleing her so bad I can't keep track.

Then today I found out that because one of my clients mom's hired another massage therapist I may be gotten rid of. Her mom hired the other person because she wanted to do something for her daughter, but when she found out that there was one she should have quit her search. I have been working with my client longer than the other one has. And the other therapist works through a service which means that my client may not get the same person each time. It is unfair to her. I wish her parents communicated better. I love my job and now I am likely to lose it.

Life is not supposed to be this hard.

[Love My Cop]

Life is not supposed to be so hard, but the reality is that it can sometimes be. I guess the only thing I can say is, to stay positive, and don't allow yourself to get down. If you really must drop your class, then find something satisfying in its place that will fill that void. If you feel your job is on the line, start looking at the classifieds, be prepared, and stay encouarged.

Best of Luck!

[kimberlily]

Aw, that really sucks. I'm sorry :(

[eamane]

oh i know how you feel. i miss my journal as well, i too have things to write but nowhere to write them...
sorry your having such a troubled time right now... i hope everything works out for you and your partner!

[curls2grow]

Maybe you can try keeping a Beauty Blog here at TBB and copying it over to LHC when it comes up, in a "catch-up" entry. That's my plan. :lafhard:

[BBGrrl]

Love my cop~ I am trying to stay positive but yesterday I slipped. I couldn't think of anything good that day. That is why I needed to write down my thoughts. It gets them out of my head so I can look for the good things again. the class is a prereq for anatomy. I have been struggeling with taking it. My brother is a science nut and I don't want anything to do with anything he enjoys. I need to talk to the place that my client lives hopefully they will have other clients for me. I see her 3 times a week so that is a big chip out of my income. It will drop over half if I lose her. I have tried getting a job at one of the day spas in town but because I am fat they won't hire me. And yes I have been told that is why I am not being hired. It's amazing that the industry is so prejudice. Plus that would be another significant drop in income with a lot more work.

Kimberlily~ thank you. I need to know that its not my imagination. That this situation has gone down the toilet. I feel I should be so much stronger and I'm running out of strength for it.

eamane~ thank you I am sure everything will come out roses. It usally does. Even if she needs a hysterectomy and chemo we will get through it. It amazed me how much I felt I needed my journal yesterday. I will remember this and not forget how much it helps me without me even thinking about it.

Curls~ I thought about that but I know me. I would try to keep both of them updated. Way to much work for me when my life will be very full in the next few months.

[device]

{{BBGrrl}}!

I'm glad getting it out here was a help to you. That's one reason we're here in the Coffee Shop, no?

:flower:

Cheers (?)
Device

[BBGrrl]

Device thank you.

I wanted to update. It sounds like my clients dad is leaning towards me after all. I may not be able to keep her but all the recommendations were for me. He asked my superior (my best friend), the owner of the place she lives at (my best client), and the shift supervisors. They all said I was the one who she liked best and that I am the most reliable of the 2 of us. I can understand the first 2 but the supervisors have no reason to lean towards me unless I am best for my client. Only his x-wife could change his mind now. I don't know how much he takes her desires into consideration but I hope I get to keep working with her. I really like my clients. That is why I keep them.

[device]

Yay! I'll keep my proverbial fingers crossed.

[BBGrrl]

fingers crossed hopping up and down praying. My clients father called me this morning and said he was going to push for me:whoohoo: . I hope that her mom isn't as stubern as mine. My luck sure has been changing this last year.

Now for my partner. Healthy prayer bubble. BTW she finaly found a good docter. Unfortunatly he is leaving in 2 weeks. Maybe she will get another one.